Some times you have to prove to your friends that your worth a damn

song lyrics followed by thoughts followed by the end

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:38:07 GMT

Wonder-wall

today is gunna be the day they are gunna give it back to you by now u shouldve somehow relized what u got to do i dont believe that anyone feels the way i do about u now

back beat the word on the street the fire in ur heart is out im sure u have heard it all before i never had a doubt i dont believe that anyone feels the way i do about u now

and all the roads we have to walk are winding and all the lights that lead the road of life and there are many things i want to say to u but i dont know how

said maybe u gunna be the one who saves me?

after all ur my wonderwall

today is gunna be the day they are gunna give it back to you by now u shouldve somehow relized what u got to do i dont believe that anyone feels the way i do about u now

and all the roads we have to walk are winding and all the lights that lead the road of life and there are many things i want to say to u but i dont know how

said maybe u gunna be the one who saves me?

u gunna be the one who saves me?

after all ur my wonderwall
ur my wonderwall
ur my wonderwall
ur my wonderwall

piano solo

im not in a state of depression or anything sad. that is just the song the best reminds me of the thing that makes me most happy. winterguard. That is the song that accompianied Northeast Independent 2005. I had an amazing weekend with some great people i got to hang with my guard girls at cypress creek, i got to hang with my percussion girls and boys at freedom. I got a superior, jeff moore told me that i played my part well and i got to see Northeast, USF, UCF, MEDEA, Seminole, Flannagan and a whole list of my favorite guards perform well and it was the first show i got to see this season. It was incredible. I also got a DVD and a jacket and m like uber content right now

this is completly serious

Tue, 21 Nov 2006 01:37:25 GMT

today i was approached my a teacher about something they heard that was completly personal bussiness and had nothing to do with the class they teach what do i do?

Ripples are fun (when they go with the music)

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 02:25:00 GMT

ok i just stopped in to tell u all a couple of things

download these songs

1: stars and the moon by audra mcdonald

2: Stay or Leave by dave matthews

3: The Ladder by Paula Cole

That is all

and suddenly i become part of the past, losing u and its so fast im losing u and it effortless

Sun, 15 Oct 2006 14:45:21 GMT

gosh i suck

i cant believe what happened

a notice

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 20:49:01 GMT

Dear _____________,

i cant believe you! you fucked up the best thing i ever had. You tried to get me back for something i didnt do to u. You ruined my life u mother fucker. I cant believe u thought u would get off on treating somebody like this.

i hate u

takes more than combat boots to make a man. takes more than a licence for a gun-

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:09:29 GMT

-avoid your enemies aciod them when you can A gentleman will walk but NEVER run

today was either the best or worst choice of my life. I will keep Ya posted

And all our trouble went away and it wasnt just a dream

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:04:11 GMT

im sorry

no really

-DP-

life inside the musicbox aint easy

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 02:06:29 GMT

i have slowly seen my entire life change in the small period of 2 weeks. Do things need to change? honestly i loved how things were and now i dont. Although i am happy i got a chance to talk to Sheryl and Tina. That was a relief, and then i went for something i have never gone for before thought i reached my goal and watched it slam into my face.

in other news Ms. Covert rules. No really she is soooooo cool(cooler than all teachers - THE HILLEY whos name you must always spell in all caps)

Is there any way to get things back the way they had been? or should i just as Frou Frou stated "So let go and jump in o now what what you waiting for? Cause there is beauty in the breakdown"

i need to confront somebody tomorrow. That wont be fun i hate that too.... Why cant life just be black and white? This pesky Grey always Appears to get in my way and i dont like it very much.......

If my drama changes your life i am really sorry like for real i dont want you to feel a part of it cause my life= my drama

I feel like being emo..... no i don't but i do need new shoes and as a wise man in drag once said in an internet joke "They are my shoes Betch"

One last thought before i sign off.

How do you confront the ones you care for?

-DP-

THIS WEEKEND

Mon, 28 Aug 2006 00:56:40 GMT

this weekend ruled.
Your weekend SUCKED

ok let me start with the game friday night
i had to pee
badly
for half the game
Samantha laughed so much im pretty sure she was on crack
Clamidea made me laugh so hard i almost died
yellow after the rain - the marimba

cut to TGIFridays
the waiter God sent to our table (and only our table)
BOSTON CRUSADERS for 2 years (another god sent moment)
o his name was brett.... and i told him i had a friend name brett who died in a tragic elevator related injury

Cut to my house
chad bens bro and CLamidea stayed at my house
Our shoes rule
your shoes suck

Next day
big butt and jew face came to my house
we watched lots of guard(just like all summer)
then we went to the mall
Got kicked out by scary russian lady
no beerfest for us
Went to park half naked freshman and nobody cared

and me the old V.P. enviornmental club guy
BROKE A TREE
like 6 feet
to 1 foot
that tree cost three hundred dollars
LETS BREAK IT!

Party at my house

Party at Checkers

Party at my house

Party at the mall

Party in my Pants

-DP

First Game Friday Followed by the annual First Game Party

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 23:16:11 GMT

im UBER excited cause my annual first game party is this friday invites occuring all this week. As for band drama there is a lot this year nothing to hot to handle lets hope and the pit seems to not hate each other so now i just need to clean in prep for FRIDAY

BOOK CLUB

Wed, 28 Jun 2006 21:37:23 GMT

hello there my fans, i thought you all should know that i have started a book club. We are called the Toppers' House 4 by 4 which is from the book a long way down by nick hornby.

If you are interested spots are still available!

Also our first book is A long Way Down, and the meeting will be a rooftop theme

about as calm as i could be for having 2 huge coffee type drinks

Mon, 26 Jun 2006 01:50:44 GMT

today was pretty darn awesome. Finally YAYAYAYAYAYAY just what i needed for this summer, to actually enjoy it. I am now starting a book club which is pretty sexy, and i saw nacho libre (how could you Danny Elfman HOW)

on the bright side

Thu, 22 Jun 2006 00:05:16 GMT

my last entry was not about u sheryl pope. Im actually a little disheartened that the last person i consider to be me true amazing friend who would do anything for me you think that it is about you, which it most definatley wasnt. i mean the very first part was an experience that you have been going through but that made me notice the problems i am now starting to go through.

please understand sheryl :-) y would i apply with u if i hate you?

p.s. 9 days till the devil wears prada u and me

Does Being A Hermit Pay Well????

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 19:11:43 GMT

i am having yet another summer time crisis. The past two weeks some of my friends have been severing most ties between them and thats cool fine whatever. Their choice. But a couple days ago i started to feel like a certain friend of mine is doing the same thing to me. This person is doing a lot of stuff to make me feel as if they don't want me in their life any more. This person has made me feel SO bad about myself that i just want to SCREAM, because i know they don't want to be the one our mutual friends see as the bad guy. For a certain amount of time this person has been changing me for what i thought was the better but now i feel as though they regret ever meeting me let alone calling themselves my friend.

So a note to this person would have to be either get up and go or stop being a piece of shit

This Summer

Tue, 13 Jun 2006 01:20:06 GMT

it has been a really long time since i have used this journal. I have come back to this site because of my boycott against myspace. So this summer has been possibly the lest exciting summer ever. First i had to go to percussion camp. This of course happens BEFORE any summer vacation. So i Arrive and to my surprise the room has six kids.... extra which actually means 20 kids in pit.... alone we had 22 in percussion last year. So after these three stressful days i get to have a whole week off! This week for me meant of course hanging with miss Pope, (The Vegan Girl[who is cooler than you]) Then monday i get to wake up early and go back to school! just where i want to go(note the sarcasm). Then that night i am invited to go to wing shack..... If you really need to know what happened after i will explain it. After food we went down to wadeview and it was dark and then cops came and we almost got arrested for trespassing it was not a good day and neither is today casue i have a 3 page paper due tomorrow

answer or make me feel even worse

Mon, 14 Nov 2005 02:03:39 GMT

this is a test to see who your real friends are........ answer each question and then post to see who your friends are

1 name five people who i hate

2 name my 7 best friends

3 what is the cd i am listening to

4 who is my best friend

5 who do i hate the most

6 what is my favorite movie

7 why do i hang out with you

8 whats my favorite color

9 what is my favorite past time

10 what is my favorite book

11 what tv show do i like the most

12 what celebrity would i screw

13 what celebrity would i kill myself before screwing

12 are my math/ spelling abilities great

16 are you sure

17 if any what reality show would i be on

When all seemed like crap it just turned to shit

Sun, 13 Nov 2005 23:24:03 GMT

Even after the worst week of my life you 2 made it so much worse. How come i ever trusted u? y did i believe for so long that we where friends, i cant forgive myself for being so stupid. I hope u know who u are and never talk to me again

today = the suck

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 20:48:25 GMT

i still cant write oir play my solo and my arm looks funny

doesnt look 2 good

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 20:17:58 GMT

i just got back from the hospital and i have sprained/fractured my wrist

nano entry day uno

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 01:09:46 GMT

so now that we have that out of the way this story really starts on March 3 1977 in a small town of Jupiter Florida. The story opens with a small girl who is excited for her first day of school. She opened the door and walks into the main building. she is told she is in the gifted class so she wanders around the rooms aimlessly having no idea where to go because she was so nervous and to make this story short well her teacher called her ugly.... the setting is now 2005 where she changed the lives of many students.

The first student that she changed was Named james

end chapter 2

Nanowrimo eve

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 01:49:50 GMT

its the night b4 nano and i cant wait i am sooooooooo happy amazing ideas rush through me head i am going to win u will c

PHOBIA

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 22:11:37 GMT

amne and i went to phobia at cypress gardens last night and it was so much fun. We went into this haunted house that was based on the adams family and one about pirates and i saw lemurs it was the koolest time ever and we saw phobia on ice

tiffi did it

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 18:14:57 GMT

My LiveJournal Trick-or-Treat Haul
4_mallet_man goes trick-or-treating, dressed up as lemur.
anonoff tricks you! You get a wet rag.
babygator89 tricks you! You get a wad of paper.
chadwierd2004 gives you 11 yellow mint-flavoured gummy worms.
just__a___dream gives you 11 red-orange grape-flavoured jawbreakers.
miss_anthy gives you 10 tan cola-flavoured pieces of taffy.
moodychick678 gives you 6 white pineapple-flavoured gumdrops.
my_higher_power tricks you! You lose 2 pieces of candy!
nevereverposts gives you 10 red-orange grape-flavoured jawbreakers.
nohacks2008 gives you 10 white coconut-flavoured gummy bats.
oharagorn gives you 2 yellow pineapple-flavoured gumdrops.
4_mallet_man ends up with 58 pieces of candy, a wet rag, and a wad of paper.
Go trick-or-treating! Username:
Another fun meme brought to you by rfreebern.

Yay for me and my snazz a licious icon!

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 03:02:18 GMT

i joined nanowrimo today and i cant wait to get started. i have a feeling my book story thingy will be the coooooolest thing since that cola i drank earlier, which haad to be around 64 degrees.... lol jk i cant wait till november so i can win this contest

Warriors

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 03:46:41 GMT

i just watched the movie the warriors and it showed a view of the future. boy it was scary people with guns dressed like mimes and baseball players.... so i decided if this was to ever happen i could do one of two things, join the gifted gang which would be like the limping lemurs or i could join the band gang and be like the music militia lol.

in similar news amne and i are going to phobia!!!! which is the thing sort of like hhn but pimp-er